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Dated : Friday, February 27, 2009 The masked man wrote, Today,I lost the most closest thing I had.My cats.They were my friends,my pets and my soul.My mom forced me to throw them away.Wahhhh!!!I send them one by one to a place where there's food for them.I cried for a fucking 1 and a half hour!I don't think there's any replacement for them.I freaking love them!Haish!Oh god!Make sure their safe!I think I appreciate my kitties more than some of my friends.Wahh!Thanks guys for making my life a lot more happier and less lonely.When I'm sad,you all coaxed me.I'm sure you knew!When I talk to you,you sometimes even "meowed" and tried to cheer me up by making a fool of yourself.Hahaha!Memories!Wahhhhh!!!I still miss you guys!I feel bloody empty inside now!haish!Guys,I'm sorry that we have to part our ways.I had to.Forgive me!You guys will NEVER be forgotten! I love you, Jiggy,Kiki,Ciko,Ciki,Baby and My lovely Manje... Goodbye my friends! I will cherish the memories I've spent with you! :'( )': The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Thursday, February 26, 2009 The masked man wrote, Last night,I accompanied Kiat as he had to work around my house.At about 7 i went down to meet kiat.Havent even meet him and he's already having a problem with a guy.Thought maybe I knew the guy and so I rushed there.Turns out the guy was Kiat's friend.The problem was just all a misunderstanding.So Kiat and I went to 719.Knocked on every door on every floor asking people to whether they wanted to buy any ice-cream.From the 16th floor to the 9th floor,everything was going great.Then Kiat's friend wasn't still happy with Kiat.He kept on calling Kiat.I was fucking pissed with that guy.Kiat is trying to earn some money and here you are trying to make such a fuss.So I answered the phone and said*!#^)@%*@!(#)!#*.By the way he was speaking to me,I and Kiat knew that he was afraid of me.Hahah.Afraid of me?Impossible!I look so innocent.The guy then came up and chatted with Kiat and problem solved.Then the 3 of us went on knocking every door.That guy had some skills man!He managed to say everything he needed to say within 3 mins.I couldn't even say half of what he said in 5 mins.And to think that customers understood him?I only heard "blamonmrealsfhvserlg!!"Hahahha.So Kiat,I accompanied you now you owe me one.Hahaha.Btw..courtesy of Abdul Wahab Bin Abdul Kadar,I learnt a new word."PUTANG INAMO".Hahaha.Thanks.That word has been added to my dictionary called "Vulgars you can use". The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Tuesday, February 24, 2009 The masked man wrote, Today,I'm so freaking tired cos of last night. Fatigue and nagging parents don't go quite as well as peanut butter and jelly. Last night at about 12+am,saw Kam and Mad cycling at the parade square. Thinking of joining them but mom in the house so can't. At about 2+am,mom was already sleeping.I tried to sleep but can't. So I sneaked out and met wit my lil "sis",Ain at the reservoir jetty.She wanted to talk to me about her BGR crap. I should go into the counselling business cos A LOT of guys and gals find that I am the best to talk to.Well,the secret is to being a good friend to me that is just make them laugh and forget about their problems.Laughter is like a drug.A healthy one.I think. So Ain told me about her problem.Sorry Ain but your problem with your guy is the most common and the most pathetic one. Well ,I can't really go into the details.She'll kill me! Chit chatted..Drank some bacardi(8%)... SMOKE LIKE A TRAIN!! And went home at 5+++++am... Haish... Damn sleep! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Thursday, February 19, 2009 The masked man wrote, Today...Umm...Went to vivo with kambeng!We wanted to go there to find a job but hey!I'm too lazy...We reached vivo at abt 12..From the outside,vivo looked completely deserted but when we went inside.WOO!Packed!We even saw angels...Literally...Well,they were giving out some stuff and wore everything white and had wings soo they totally looked like angels.heheheh Btw,Kam...Happy jamming! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Wednesday, February 18, 2009 The masked man wrote, Well..Seem my sleep ain't getting any easier these few days.Don't know why.I keep thinking of her..Why?Each time I close my eyes,I keep seeing her smile.Maybe that is a good thing..I don't know. Dzul,This is my last and final warning to you.I take you as my friend but if you bully my bro again,you'll see me outside your school with a hockey stick.You know which kind of hockey stick.I'll make sure your mom won't recognise your bloody face.I have give you plenty of chances cos you keep dismissing you disturbing my bro as just kidding around.Family is the one thing I won't want anybody to disturb.Heed my warning.Btw,If you're thinking that I'm all crap,Just try. =) The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Tuesday, February 17, 2009 The masked man wrote, There..I given you the sketch.I know it isn't all that nice or artistic but that drawing came from my heart.This is the first time I have ever sketch a girl that I am interested at.I am sorry if it is not what you expected.And I am sorry if the pic can't be at your blog.I just hope that you like the drawing.Btw..My baby pic..Do not show it to anyone else.Pls...Thx... Love you! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Monday, February 16, 2009 The masked man wrote, Oh god!Can you give me wings so that I can fly to the moon?Away from everybody!Away from everything!I just wanna be alone!I just don't know why I am feeling this way the moment I woke up from bed!Maybe cos I was dreaming about something that I totally forgot when I woke up.All I remember is her,my best bro and me.I don't freaking remember anything!Why did I woke up in tears?Why do I feel like I wanna be alone?Why am I not all smiles and laughter today? The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Saturday, February 14, 2009 The masked man wrote, I thought maybe my day can't just be any fun as I could'nt spend time with her but hey!My day was fucking great!!Went with the guys to a gig where fake eyelash(my friend's band)was performing at arnd arab street.Saw Paul 2hill there.Loud music into my ears,mosh-ing,bodysurfing and just enjoying the music.Its the 1st time I am opening up to screamo songs.Alfie and fifi,I salute to your sotong hands.Damn you guys are good!Maman,Nice scream!The drummer,woah!Guys,we should do this more often. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Friday, February 13, 2009 The masked man wrote, Trust is the 1 and only thing I need to have.Once trusted,nothing can break me.No gossips can pass me.Cause once trust have been given,its hard to be broken.Trust is not bought,its earned.Maybe once we meet,I can start to trust you.I havent meet you but I already trust you somewhat and somehow.I don't know why but instincts can be a powerful thing.I want us to be more than friends.I want to gain your trust.I want to be the person you wish to be with everyday.I want to be able to hug you when you're down.I really love you! *Not lying face* The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Thursday, February 12, 2009 Ugly attitude,Ugly face! The masked man wrote, I fucking hate you!You keep badmouthing me!Who the fuck do you think you are?!When I keep quiet,It doesnt mean I like it.You're a girl!So what?If I wanna tell you off,I WILL TELL YOU OFF!Think you're so fucking hot.Please!You're face is totally not even any close to the word "acceptable"!!You're ass is as huge as an elephant's!That hair color??Wtf?!Totally disgusting.If I were a ghost,I'd run away the minute I see you cos I would be scared to face a monster like you.I am gonna give you 1 last chance.I'll wait for you to make a mistake and BOOM! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Tuesday, February 10, 2009 The masked man wrote, 10 things you may not know about me. 1.My real name is Muhd Rifaie bin *ehem* 2.I hate Durians 3.When I am sleeping,I can't close my eyes totally. 4.I am a sensitive kind of guy. 5.Sometimes,my drawings say things better than I do. 6.I used to be the one being bullied in school since sec 1 to sec 3 7.I use to surf at melbourne when I was at the age of 8 at a beach near my granaunt's house.Now I can't surf anymore. 8.My wildest dream is to get to keep a baby tiger as a pet.I LOVE CATS!! 9.My dream place to go is Paris and Rome 10.I LOVE HER! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Sunday, February 8, 2009 The masked man wrote, These few days,I keep thinking of her.What's she's doing?How is she?Is she feeling better?I don't know.Why is this happening to me?Staring blankly to the wall would make her cute face appear in my head.Then I would have long stares as if I'm watching the t.v or something.Had this feeling once but why is it coming to me in another form?Another girl?Have I been swept off my feet?But can I enter the world of love?Will I be able to take in and accept all the challenges and even heartbreak that may be waiting for me in the future?But I think she's worth the journey,worth the pain and worth the wait.Am i hallucinating or am I seeing her everywhere?Cupid's arrow really hit the bullseye this time. Saburapis,I'm not gonna go down as often as I use to now.I've just woken up from a nightmare of what will happen to me if I keep this(hanging out with you guys everyday)up.Studies and family will start coming first in my life from now on.I have to do this.I'm sorry guys!Love you saburapis.Anything text me aite. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Saturday, February 7, 2009 The masked man wrote, Bored,bored,bored....Slacked at res jetty wit kam,numan,mad,oz,agus,maman,fifi and nad at about 1am.Played true or dare.Did some stupid shit.See some of the most craziest dare.EWWWWW.Don't ask!Found out some shit about other people.Had fun for a while.Went home at around 7am.And off i flew to dreamland. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Thursday, February 5, 2009 The masked man wrote, There..I've said it..Haish..Was happy for a moment but found out other guys told her too..Well..I may not be the one mentioned at her blog..What can I do??If She's better off with some guy that she'll be happy with,Im fine with that...Who am i kidding??I love her...Haish...Life just love to make me hang in suspense...Oh god!!Help me!! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Tuesday, February 3, 2009 She could be the "Her" I've been looking for The masked man wrote, She's cute,always smiling,simple,caring.My kind of girl.Listen to songs that I am into.Should I tell you or just keep it to myself for the moment?If you are reading this and you know that I'm refering to you,I love you.I always wanna tell you but words just can't escape my mouth.To me,you are the eighth wonder of MY WORLD! Ps:I have completd you're drawing..You'll like it...:P The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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