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Dated : Monday, May 25, 2009 My First true love i guess... The masked man wrote,  These past few days...I dreamt of a girl...the dream was that I was in a relationship with a girl but the strange thing was that she wore a mask..Familiarity kicked in when she kissed me..Felt like I've been in the same situation kissing the same person..Well..The dream went on for about 3 days..The masked girlfriend..Haha..Then on the 4th day,I remebered that it was her..The girl i haven't got over since i don't know when..On that night..I dreamt the same dream again but this time...She was not wearing any mask..I still miss her loads..I can't forget her..Believe me when i say that i've really tried..I want to be that guy again..The guy you hug and kiss..The guy you love..But hey!That's the way life shits you right in the face!You don't get ANYTHING you want!I just..I love you and will always love you i guess..Cos it's been 2 years i think..Nothing's been able to make me forget you since we broke up so i don't think nothing else can..I've never been able to love a girl whole heartedly ever since after you..Well..The only way you know how much i miss you is to look at my art file..Bunch of Sketches of you are in the "beautiful but too painful to look at" department a.k.a under my desk..Haha..Each time i think of you,I laugh at how much of a fool i am to have fallen for you but under my fake laugh and my cheery face is and will always be a broken guy..Who still longs for you.. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Tuesday, May 19, 2009 The masked man wrote, These few days....Been really sick...AGAIN!!Damn...Sat my hot ass all day at home....Damn boring sia...Only eat and sleep...Like pig man!Went to the poly earlier....Poly is still as full....Went home immediately and ate the medications...Due to the cough medicine that I drank like milo..I went to sleep immediately...Woke up feeling a bit better but stilll not that good....Haish...My phone is no more....So people who keep calling or msg me...If there's no reply then I'm Sorry! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Sunday, May 10, 2009 The masked man wrote,  Help! Looking At The Stars!  Agus,Me,Raf! Me,Kam,Loy  RAPED!HELP! Hahaha....Nothing Better to do this few days!Been chilling till the wee hours of the morning! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Saturday, May 2, 2009 The masked man wrote, My life is fucking stressful right now..My dad is getting married to a somebody...Happy for him but I don't know why i want it to stop happening...Damn!Damn!Damn!This is somehow affecting my health cos i am having a really bad fever..Just checked..39.8C..Hahaha...Damn sick...But as usual,when a smoker is stressed,a cigarette is his/her best friend.Just finished my last stick.Haha.Bought the cigarette at about 6pm.So fast?Haha..How fast i smoke all depends on how stressed i am..So now I am fucking stressed... Just added a new fren..haha..Fathia's situation isnt quite helping cos she's still pretty pissed off about what i said..Me and my stupid mouth..Maybe I should sow my mouth together like on the previous post.Well...Maybe this picture could help.....  haha..Don't think its enough..Well...Off to buy a new pack of cigarettes...Haha.. And Panadols... The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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