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Dated : Saturday, August 28, 2010 The masked man wrote, Who are you? And its been quite some time you have been appearing in my dreams. Everytime,when I dreamt of you and i,I would feel strange. Just who is this girl? I just wanna meet you. I always forget you face but not the feeling. Who are you? My mind just can't stop trying to figure who the hell you are. I just wanna know who you are. Maybe its a premonition or maybe...its just a dream.Who knows? Nobody knows. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Thursday, August 26, 2010 Cheeese~ The masked man wrote, Beeee, you know what! I'm tired of these desperate guys who always flirts around with me. They thought that I'm a slut...................... :'( That makes me wanna do something... And that is to tell the world whole that I'm yours. And then no one will dare to disturb me again. Kay ehhh hehehe muah! Love you ^^ The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Friday, August 20, 2010 The masked man wrote, Wow! And I'm still pissed! What am I gonna do? I don't know.I'll just let you decide anyway. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Thursday, August 19, 2010 The masked man wrote, Hello, good morning dearest boyfriend huhahe, it's 0317 AM now and I'm still awake! Hehehe, I can't sleep! So pleaaaaase don't get mad at me. I will sleep when I feel sleepy okay. By the way, I'm sorry for being so .... I don't know on that day. Heh, I promise I won't do it again ok! I love you very the muchiezz! I know you love me the most, so.. shart-arp asshole ahaha :) I love my BB so much because he taught me how to love the cats. Now thanks to my BB coz I'm not afraid of cats anymore and I can looooooooooooooooove the cats. Haha, your face also looks like cat. Change your name to Cat Meowday. I tahu I merepek tapi you lagi merepek! Kentot kentot ~.~ OMG BB! I TENGAH TENGOK VIDEO LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE, HAHA! I TAK TAHU APE YANG KELAKAR SANGAT SAMPAI I KETAWE HAHAHAHAHAHA! WTFWTFWTF FHUNUIHJIFISJNFKC GAY TERBANG KE LANGIT KETUJUH KAY BYE *WAVEWAVES KALLANG WAVESSSSS The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Saturday, August 14, 2010 The masked man wrote, I hate it when I trust someone and that someone doesn't trusts me anymore.Fuck! You think I'm playing around behind your back? Suit yourself. And that extra motherfucker should just fuck off. Mind your fucking business! It truly hurts me to know that YOU out of all the people would think that I would do such a thing! But it pisses me MORE than I ever thought it would. If you wanna know,I stopped contacting with a number of girls because I wanna start being loyal to you,faithful as ever.That was 5 mths ago. All that effort,all that sacrifice and now you giving me this crap.Seriously,FUCK YOU! Its been a while Ive cried this much. Not tears of sadness,well,some of it is. But most of it are tears of anger.Feeling betrayed that I trusted you soo much and yet you dont trust me at all.Having doubts in me.What made you think that I would.....ARGH! Gosh if you were someone else you would be hearing my full vocabulary of hurt calls or curses! Like whatever alright.Think what you want.Do what you deem fit. PS: I still love you,but,but,but FUCK YOU! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Friday, August 13, 2010 Muaaah! The masked man wrote, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. And, I am afraid that I might lose you again :'( The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Wednesday, August 4, 2010 The masked man wrote, Just got outta camp.Gotta go back at 11. Lame rite?! I know. But haish,this is ns. Anyway,been staying in for 3 days and BOY! does it feel soo long.But now that I am used to the regimental shit,time's kinda moving. Made a lot of friends. I wanna party this weekend but as usual,Kam is busy.Like fuck la,he is always busy nowadays. Doesn't even have time for his best bro.Well,maybe I'm not his best bro anymore. Texted feyira and asked her out. She and her unsure-ness.As well as the rest of the world.FUCK YOU! Not sure here and there.Have plans here and there.Like when NOBODY was with you all,I was the one no matter how busy I was,I would try my best to HELP you all. And now,you all treat me like crap.You all don't even reply my texts. Thanks a lot.I'm through with you all.I am done being pissed of and/or sad that you guys are treating me like this. So I just will find my own bunch of friends,forget these so called "friends" I have and possibly ignore ANYTHING from my "friends". If you guys were in my position too,I bet you all would have already disown each other. Pfft.Fuck friends. There's no use for them anyways. All they do is contact me when they have NO ONE else to go. Haha. I now see. Imma spare tyre to u all. So fuck friendship. Seriously,I am so freaking pissed. Go to hell!;AND see you guys in there. There's another thing. I have settled what I wanted to do.My personal problems. But what should I do? I want her back but what should I say? I'm too ashamed to have caused her hurt.Too scared that she might not love me anymore.Too...Argh! Fuck! I don't know how to break the news to her. That I miss her dearly.Haish. I just want her back so dearly. I still hold to her pic at my wallet,seeing her everynight,missing her so dearly, I don't wanna repeat a mistake I did long long ago.Haish. Okae.I hope she still misses and loves me too.But it seems she has someone new in her life.Well,sort of.I don't wanna disturb her.I don't wanna bring back any unwanted memories of us and destroy the guy's chances of getting her.I know that sucks cos I have been there a COUPLE of times and I know.So I hope she will text me cos if she doesn't,that means she isn't thinking of me and I will just suffer in silence. Like I always do and always have suffered. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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