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Dated : Sunday, June 27, 2010 The masked man wrote, Yesterday,kinda sucked a lot. Well,at least I got to drink. Was really worried about a certain someone. Worried anything might happen otw home. I was so pissed off at myself for not being able to force her to go home on time. Sucks. Ayim and Ain were fun.Played the DARE game.I soo love that game.Bahaha. Oh yeah. POP-ing next week. I'm just gonna keep this short.Lazy. This is just to make my blog look un-dead and for people who read my blog,if there still is. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Monday, June 14, 2010 The masked man wrote,  Sad  Angry  Frustrated  Hate  Confused What is happenning to me? What is going on? What am I thinking? I don't know what to do.I don't know what to say.I don't know what to think. I guess it was just a jester's act.But why was it a jester's act? I'm terribly confused. I want the world to silence itself so I can think straight. I want to be on the moon,ALONE. The silence,the solitude,the peace. The pain isn't killing me but the confusion is sucking my blood dry. Fuck.My.Life. I'm guilt-tripping. I'm like a ticking bomb, set to explode anytime soon. I took my final bow but why does it feel as if I haven't? I need a ticket in my hand to get away from this all. You have failed me. Is it safe to say that I made a mistake? I'm crossing my fingers hoping, that I won't be falling fast. My mind is now full of crosswords, and i'm trying to figure the words. Cigarettes won't hide the truth. Drugs won't conceal what is wrong. Booze can't mess my head, cos its already messed up. I'm not myself. I'm not me. I'm not what I want to be. Guess I have to do this.  I'm sorry. The world is just not my place. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Saturday, June 5, 2010 The masked man wrote,  See that girl above? Look at her smile. Her smile surely can bright up my day anytime. I love being around her. I bring out the smile in people but she's the one that brings MY smile out. My head is constantly in the clouds when I'm with her. My heart is hers. Sometimes,I still feel as if I'm dreaming. A dream which I forever want to stay in. She understands me.TRULY No one can ever replace her or even TRY to be her. She's every meaning of the word "DREAM". Her voice,of an angel's. Her eyes,mere beauty. Her heart,pure poetry. She's the reddest rose in the garden. I love her for the smiles she bring, for the love she shares, I love you Amira. You are my everything. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Wednesday, June 2, 2010 The masked man wrote,  I feel like I've betrayed you. I'm sorry.  I don't know why but I just hate myself right now.  The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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