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Dated : Monday, April 26, 2010 The masked man wrote, I just read your blog and all I had to say is this... When you added me thru tagged,I was like "Hey! This girl just might be as crazy as I am.Who knows" When we chatted on msn after knowing each other, You gave me advice on what to do as I had just broken up with my ex. Advices that strangely enough,I took. When I was sad,you would post these sweet posts on your blog just to cheer me up. Basically,I realised that you would do ANYTHING just to make me smile. You were the one hand that was really reaching out for me as I was falling. You were the sweet kind angel that talked to me when I was down. You were my goofy partner that I would comfortably talk to and joke around with. As time went by,I realised that I was shot by mama cupid's arrow.Yes.Not cupid but his mom.A stronger arrow.I declined to reveal my feelings towards you in fear of destroying the friendship we already have. We met and I was at the mercy of the you,melting away just by being around you.And I still do.When we hugged,my heart pumped like no other.Pumping as if it was a motor. When we kissed,the sweet bliss of just that one kiss made me feel as if I was in space.As if Im alone and only I have felt that feeling.A feeling I have never felt so strongly before. Now we are together. I want more. I don't want us to be just together. I want us to be forever. Your love to me is unlike any other. Thanks to you now,my world has colour. I love..No..I've accepted you to be my forever Nothing in this world has given me what you have and that is YOU I loved you alot I'm loving you too much I'll love you FOREVER Nurul Amira,I love you. ALWAYS. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : The masked man wrote, Today is the last day I have before I go to ns.Haha.Well.Im going to serve my national service as an armymen in tekong.I'm gonna be bald.I don't mind that.I hope my gf doesn't mind.I know that EVERYBODY will be laughing and touching my head. -_-" At least I'm making ppl laugh.My family are starting to be assholes.My mom is giving me the silent treatment.You know what?I'm going to ns and there you are giving me this kinda shit.FUCK YOU! Curse me all you want.I don't care.To make it more worse,my brother is being an ass cos I finally got to play the laptop.I mean like its my last day and he's making me seriously wanna give him the old one two straight to his face.My friends on the other hand were real fun.I went skating with my pals and I got to talk with my best bro kam.Well,I guess its just you and me bro.Always has been.Always will be.The one I'm really gonna miss is not my family,cos guess i'm too angry to lie and say that I will miss them.More likely I will miss my friends and my dearest baby the most. Pray for me the best aite. I love Nurul Amira very much. She's the only girl right now that makes me truly happy. Muah Muah Muah! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Saturday, April 24, 2010 The masked man wrote, Ill update this blog later cos rite now. I dont know what to type. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Tuesday, April 20, 2010 The masked man wrote, Met baby today.Hee.Walked to the poly to get her an MC but due to UNFORTUNATE circumstances,we didn't.Otw there,we ate at mac.Had Hotcakes.Heh!Baby is one of the most disgusting eaters I have ever eaten with.Just like me.Well,that's one of the reasons why I love her so much.She isn't afraid to be herself.She was soo messy and cute eating the hot hashbrown. Well,after failing to acquire an MC,we went back to the reservoir.Hee.Anyway,we were sitting down and laughing and joking around when we saw a BANGLA sitting down at a pondok near us.Baby and I was kissing so I guess it turned him on.HAHA.Baby and me saw quite a number of time that he grabbed his crotch as if his dick was erected.Haha.So we decided to just continue and tease him.We kissed but added a lil SHAZAAM and I guess he couldn't take it anymore so he went a bit nearer.We stopped and he came and asked for a stick of cigarette.So I gave him one and I saw he was kinda peeking at baby's boobs. ^.^ Haha.then I gave him the look. The "Look away or I'll crack your head open" look.Hee. Then we sat down at a PONDOK and baby lied on my laps. She was playing around with my hair,AS USUAL. I looked at her and remembered that I am leaving this angel of mine for 3 weeks.Can she handle it? Then I kept quiet. I looked at her and I melted as if I first laid eyes on her.My heart started to pump like a motor. My blood was rushing in my veins. My eyes teared up cos I think of how lucky I am to get an angel who cares about me,who loves me and who really trusts me. What more can a guy ask for? Then I wanted to know why she loves me but she didn't want to answer. -_-" haha.So I told her why I loved her. I gave her 10 reasons. In my mind,there were literally more than 50 reasons why I loved her.but I told her the reasons that I feel that are the main points. When i told her,tears trickle down her cheeks as her head was at my lap. I smiled and soon,tears too trickled down my cheek. I guess my words truly touched her.I know that there were times when she wanted to cry but she held those tears back not wanting me to see her in tears. But I guess this time,It couldn't be held back.It was a mutual understanding that neither of us wanted to leave each other nor both of us were using each other.Both loved each other. I love you baby! And make sure you tell me on friday.If not then I'll be cracking my head. =) Now thanks to you my dear angel,I can't take off my shirt at home. ^_* \m/ The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Monday, April 19, 2010 The masked man wrote, Finally I get to chat with my baby cos I didn't text her the whole day due to my really really low prepaid.When I'm all psyched up that I get to chat to her,she is in a bad mood.Haish.I was just about to joke around but I am sure that she's so angry.I don't know what to say to her in fears that she'll be more pissed of and at me too. I'm scared I guess. Haish.What am I to do? Everytime she's angry,I feel like I've transformed into this small kid hiding at the small corner of the room. =( =( =( Cheer up okae baby? Please. =( The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Sunday, April 18, 2010 The masked man wrote, Hey!What's up?I've been wondering.If I am such a useless child,why don't you(GOD) take me? That way,I'm gone so I can't be useless literally cos I'm dead. Haha. You talk to me about my toddler days a lot. In fact TOO GOD DAMN MUCH! Sometimes I think,am I a burden to you? I do the chores.Like HELLO! I am the only FUCKING person who does the chores.You wanna expect your FAVOURITE son to do it? Pfffft.. Yeah Right! You have a god damn better chance of pulling a chicken out of an elephant's ass.You wanna expect your PRECIOUS daughter to do the chores? Yeah.Like that'll happen.All you'll get are excuses why she can't do the homework and most of it will be "I just came back from school.you didn't go to school rite? You do it! " Just because I sit at home doesn't mean I am not tired you dumb ass! I do 95% of the chores being done at home. And don't give me the "I did it.You were away so you didn't see it" crap! Fuck I'm not that stupid.So who else have to cleans up the house? ME!! Fucking ME! Why?! Because I feel that even though the two brats of your children don't give a fuck towards the state of the house,I DO! I don't want you,DEAREST MOTHER living in a dumpster. I am fucking stressed out here! Like seriously,STOP NAGGING TO ME AND START DOING IT TO YOUR OTHER CHILDREN!But only when I'm not around cos if I am,then I will feel like an ass but if I'm not,I won't feel a god damn thing.Heartless?I should be! You can say that you have been thru more than what I have been thru but here's a DIFFERENT SITUATION!
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Dated : Saturday, April 17, 2010 The masked man wrote, I want you to be the last thing I see before I go to sleep and the first thing I see when I wake up. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Thursday, April 15, 2010 The masked man wrote, Today,nothing much happened.Went to haziq's.Ahyeen was there.Joked around.had fun.then Mawarita came home and we went out.We sat somehwere and planned on the upcoming outing. Well.I'm going off to serve my country on the 27th this month.Dumb Country.So I wanna go out with my friends for one last time before I go away and start to get unavailable.Oh....2 people I really love...their bdae is cming up..Soo,Im thinking we should celebrate the bdae too.hee. =) Anyway,LAMBAT NYE!hahah! I love my popok! <3 The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Wednesday, April 14, 2010 The masked man wrote, Today.I met my dearest baby.Wooo!She was smooookin as usual.Hee.Oh and I noticed that A LOT of guys kept looking at her.Wow!She's THAT hot.Nyahaha.Anyways,we ate at long johns.Baby was soo cute eating!We went window shopping.Hee.Baby was soo cute.Seriously,SHE IS THE CUTEST!Went to reservoir and took a lot of pics.Nyaha.Saw some damai sec shufflers.Hee.NOOB!Anyway,pics all in her phone.So pics will be at her blog i guess. =) I like you I like you I like you I adore you I adore you I adore you I love you I love you I love you. I MISS YOU!haha!like wtf?! just met!But...guess love works in different ways everytime. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Tuesday, April 13, 2010 The masked man wrote, Thanks a lot for being the GREATEST dad a son could ever ask for. Ass! Oh and btw,I hate you,your new family and your life.Fuck you! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Monday, April 12, 2010 The masked man wrote, Woke up to find my mum playing the lappy. -_-" She's not working.Well,showered and got ready cos I wanted to fetch my baby from school.It was like 11.30 when I left.Early?Nope!Her school is at woodlands man!I reached on time but acted as if I waited.Nyahaha.Fetched baby and she went home to change.I waited AGAIN downstairs but wasn't bored cos I was playing with baby's phone.Woohoo!Best!haha!Then we took a bus to somewhere where SHE ate kfc.I was just a mice nibbling here and there.Full ah.Hahah.Then we went to the library.Took some books and read some clever shit!haha.Then these 3 matreps were irritating the fuck in me.They were trying to get baby's attention but by like coughing here and doing some other stuffs.My hands were grabbing for my phone slowly cos I was thinking of contacting Juffrie.He lives just beside the library and I swear to god I feel like shoving my hard REEF slippers up one of their asses.Irritating MALAY assholes! -_- Then bby and I went to a nearby(really2 far) playground and sat there.Haha.It rained.AGAIN!Then went home then blablabla.Yumyumyum.BangBangBangBang.BooBooBooBoo.Taa daa~Here i am. Haha! I love you more than stars on a clear night sky.I love you more than all the oceans in the world.I love you more than the distance of the sun. I love you Nurul Amira.What you said,justmade me love you more.And I believe now,I love you the MOST.    Basically,I LOVE YOU THE MOST! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Saturday, April 10, 2010 The masked man wrote, Havent been blogging for awhile.My laptop's been owned by mom,sis and bro.So yeah.The most recent post was posted by my <3. I asked her to post something so my blog won't look dead like almost all of my fren's.I hope I get to meet baby later.I really missed her.Oh and Haziq asked me to accompany him to Tampines Mall to Uniqlo cos he wants to buy some jeans.Haha.Anyway,Life's basically on the flipside for me since I met Nurul Amira.Everything's been soo.... WHIMSICAL.Yeah.Thats the word.I feel so hyper,happy and loud eversince.Yeah.Thanks to her,I have a reason to wake up every morning.Thanks to her,I am back to my real original smiling self again.Thanks to her,I am me once again.Hee. So smile and start seeing things sunny bright up. =) Like I am cos Boy! Life is sure sunny! =) =) Oh yeah.I love my Baby so very much. Words just basically couldn't utter what is needed to say to describe how much I love you. =') The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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Dated : Thursday, April 8, 2010 The masked man wrote, I feel so down.Baby's asleep.I don't wanna disturb her.I have no mood to blog.I'll let the pics to do the talking.       I hate today but I love Nurul Amira! =( (= The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Wednesday, April 7, 2010 The masked man wrote, I met my baby today.Baby was sick so I accompanied her to poly.Well.A lot happened there.There was a guy who was wearing just a tshirt and his boxers there.Haha.Maybe he sold all his pants.Haha.Well.Haha.I guessed I cheered her up.She told me she was scik.But when she felt my neck,i was even hotter yet I looked fine.Hha.Yeah.It was fun.Then off to our usual spot at admiralty park when something funny happened.Tu la bby.Taknak dgr ckp kan.Suroh ddk taknak.Haha.Degil.Haha.I'm too lazy to blog.haha.Sleepy.  Then boredom stroke us!Nyahaha      I really had fun baby.Haha.And tell that guy to fuck off la..Loser -_-" Hahaha. Guys,hands off her!She's MINE FOREVER! Girls,Back away cos,I am HER'S FOREVER! Ps:You are my sunshine,my only sunshine! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Sunday, April 4, 2010 The masked man wrote, I need you   Why do I feel alone right in the middle of the crowd? Your name is what I wanna shout out loud This started when our eyes met, I couldn't resist Your attraction,Your love,Your desire No matter how much I persist Your passion in your eyes was on fire My heart seems to beat abnormally For the sweet things you say The mere sound of your voice Brights up my darkest day Chorus: I need you To love me unlike any other I need you To make me feel much better I need you To fuel my laughter Cos without you I would suffer Everytime we met,I felt so lucky. Sometimes,I would think I am dreaming. Slapped,pinched and splatter some water. I can't believe that I am with somebody THIS amazing. She was innocent yet so magnificent Going fast like a shirt on sale Dashed thru people that was in the queue Hey!I knew I couldnt fail Oh how I crave to be frozen in time with you So that we could spend time together. Eternity for me would just only be enough. As I want to be with you forever. Chorus: I need you To love me unlike any other I need you To make me feel much better I need you To fuel my laughter Cos without you I would suffer  The minute you went home,I felt a bitter emptiness The second you left,I dreaded for your smile Now not being with you,I wanted to cry Oh God!This could take a while. I miss you Missing you unlike any other I like you Cos You made me feel so much better I love you Only you trigger my laughter Don't leave me For,I would suffer ~ I wrote this for you my love.Cos you are in my mind now,in the past and will be in the future.I love you. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : The masked man wrote, I just woke up and I slept thru whole night without any fan on and I was wrapped in my 2 blankeys.Reason why?I think I am sick(yesterday).I know I'm sick(today).And And to make things worse,my baby is also sick.Haish.I think she got it from me.Well.I'm sorry.Sooo....Now I am alone at home,mom just got a job and it started today leaving me all alone.And I regret telling my baby that I feel sick.Now she's forcing me to eat panadol.Haiyaa.I will.Right after I fill my stomach with something.Even my mom knows how much I hate medication unless it was from tan teo something.The medication there was created to taste so sweet and so yummy.But the meds there are so freaking expensive.Haha. What am I doing right now: Texting my dearest popok!Sitting down,cant move a muscle.4 kitties are on my lap.Haha.They sleeping.CUTE SIA!But my baby more cuter.Haish.Walao.My neighbour cooking.Smell so nice sia.I want.But too bad cos I hate you.Nyahaha. Oh yeah.Yesterday when I sent my dearest baby home,otw back,I looked up the midnight sky and saw the stars shining bright.For every star I saw,I gave one reason why I love you.Wow.I ran out of stars.Seriously.Damn disappointing.Hee! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : The masked man wrote,  Love me love me say that you'll love me hahaha! Beee, let's kill that fvcking spoilt brat... Justin Bieber! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
Dated : Friday, April 2, 2010 The masked man wrote,  I already miss my baby.Haish.Can;'t stop thinking of her.The way she clinged onto me in the mrt,I have never felt such love and trust in me.I love you popok! =) What I need to say,has been said. PS:TOLD YA NOT TO BITE ME! =) The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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