
These past few days...I dreamt of a girl...the dream was that I was in a relationship with a girl but the strange thing was that she wore a mask..Familiarity kicked in when she kissed me..Felt like I've been in the same situation kissing the same person..Well..The dream went on for about 3 days..The masked girlfriend..Haha..Then on the 4th day,I remebered that it was her..The girl i haven't got over since i don't know when..On that night..I dreamt the same dream again but this time...She was not wearing any mask..I still miss her loads..I can't forget her..Believe me when i say that i've really tried..I want to be that guy again..The guy you hug and kiss..The guy you love..But hey!That's the way life shits you right in the face!You don't get ANYTHING you want!I just..I love you and will always love you i guess..Cos it's been 2 years i think..Nothing's been able to make me forget you since we broke up so i don't think nothing else can..I've never been able to love a girl whole heartedly ever since after you..Well..The only way you know how much i miss you is to look at my art file..Bunch of Sketches of you are in the "beautiful but too painful to look at" department a.k.a under my desk..Haha..Each time i think of you,I laugh at how much of a fool i am to have fallen for you but under my fake laugh and my cheery face is and will always be a broken guy..Who still longs for you..
The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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