Last night...I had a dream...What might be the worst dream I've had..What others might not want to be dreaming about...K..Here goes...
I was getting ready at home cos i was gonna meet baby...I was all dressed up as i think we were gg to town and watch a movie...I was on the bus otw to meet her when I got a msg...She texted me that she was not feeling well so i decided to postpone the outing and she replied something like this."NO!I WANNA MEET YOU!I DON'T CARE!"So i was happy that i could finally meet her after 2 weeks of missing her...When I reached the place(idk where that place is),I saw an ambulance rushing off to somewhere..Thinking nothing of it,I continue walking to the meet-up point...Suddenly someone called me..Saying that baby had passed away..I thought it was a prank but realised that the num was baby's...
My heart immediately sank.My hands starten to loosen and my phone dropped.I was too shocked to do anything.Stunned and trying to make what sense of what just happened. Crying,Suddenly I was at school.It seemed that it was tomorrow already.Wahab came to me and asked,"Bro,are you okay?What happened?Tell me.."I replied,"M baby's now an angel."The i immediately leaned on wahab and cried my eyes out.Then he was coaxing me and stuffs so i explained the situation.I hadnt met my baby for 2 weeks and the feeling of wanting to meet her grew so HUGE.When i finally could meet her,this happened.Then I was pissed off at god.Asking him that why couldnt i meet her first?Why couldnt i at least hear her voice,see her smile and feel her touch just ONE LAST FREAKING TIME?!\ Then...
I woke up....That was about 5 in the morning.I realised that my cheeks were all wet and my eyes were dripping tears..I hope this nvr happens.There's this saying:If the person is lost,then we know how much that person makes an impact in ur life.Baby,YOU MAKE A HUGE IMPACT IN MY LIFE!Now I TRULY know how much i love u.Hope this nightmare stays away and never come true.
The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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