SADNESS,DESPAIR,SILENCE,SOLITUDE
Today i am soo fucking clueless why i was having mood swings...I seriously felt that i was all alone at the corner of the globe.I was fucking angry.I couldnt udstd my behaviour.This was a first for me.I was so sad yet soo angry.Everything was pushed away like a lil dustbunny.So i thought by going to resv might cool me down but it didnt.Damn it.There was 5 guys at the resv,staring at me.Fucked up by me!I think they must've known me somehow cos one of them said "paiseh ah dolphin"...Well...I'm sorry for punching that guy's face.His face was asking for it.The others was talking in a relaxing manner while he was staring me up n down.SORRY!I wasnt myself.I'm turning into the old me.STOP IT DOLPHIN!I wanna live for something.I wanna be loved.I wanna be needed.I was feeling the DIRECT opposite.Haish.Why am i feeling this way?Why is the hate in me burning?I dont want this.My friends,please help me.
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The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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