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Dated : Tuesday, December 29, 2009 The masked man wrote, Tday..I did something I'm ashamed of...ARGH!I'm soo fucking stressed..Can't find a job...Got a low GPA score...Can't confirm getting into higher nitec...most porbably going to ns soon...That means less time with baby and that might lead to her being bored with me and breaking up with me..Lesser time with my family...Lesser time with my frens.that i dont mind that much cos i know i have to find a new bunch of frens..Kam is doing the right thing i guess..2009 isnt a year i would be proud of..Soo im not celebrating it...Damn...Right now...I fucking hate my life...Not worth a life living...Damn...FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!Some more next year i have to spend lesses time with baby as she has to concentrate on her studies...I guess that me without her....It sux...But its for her studies...I dont want her to walk the path im walking rite now..Anybody got any job openings PLEASE cntct me..Got to do something!haish!Now..Even drinking cant destress me...What is wrong with me...What am i becoming...Haish...And baby's bdae is coming up and im strapped outta cash...I have to buy her something...Or i would feel soo different...Cos all those girls that werent soo special got presents and baby being the greatest thing that happened to me..She must get something from me...And kinn is not understanding my reasons twards her and afiq...Haish..Im just trying to lookout for her like a brother would for his lil sis...My life's messed up rite now...GOD!HEAR MY PLEAS! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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