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Dated : Monday, December 21, 2009 The masked man wrote, These past few days...I've been really angry at almost everybody...My mom,my dad,my friends.Almost every fucking person...Except at my girl...I really wanted to meet her tdae but i couldnt put her at risk again..So i thought maybe she could come here but she was too sleepy and tired..The minute i read the text she sent me that she was tired,I cried..Not that i'm a crybaby or stuffs but i really thought that i could be relax and be happy since i don't know when.. But hey...I have to be reasonable...She has to study for her exams..Haish...Dumb school.. I miss her so much...I can stand being angry...Bt i can't help not seeing the person i love the most when i miss her like fuck...When my life seems to be going up,its actually going down from a different perpective.I can't keep this up..I've not been sleeping properly for the past two days...I know she'll be reading this and will be scolding me for lying to her but i don't have the guts to tell her some stuffs in fear of her being disappointed...Haish... If god thinks i'm being a bad person or son...then just take me..I don't think anyone will notice my disappearance..They'll just continue their lives...Haish...Why am i feeling this way?Why am i so angry yet so sad?Why do i feel so useless?Why?!WHY?! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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