Im now at nicky's..Its 2am in the morning.Nenek cook for me damn nice sia.haha..Power ah sambal blacan.hahaha..Nenek had to go back to kampong for a while...Alaaaaaaa.Bru nak manje2.hahaha..Then nicky's mom is at kl..Tomorrow come back.Her dad no need to say sia..he's a businessman..Slalu fly sini fly sane..hahaha...Seriously..So nenek say can overnite.Yes ah!haha..Now im with jeff,"riot" girl and my ABC girl(american born chinese)..Well..She kinda looks like it.haha..Sitting here with 2 bottles of barcardi flavoured rum.Yum!haha..One cherry and the other grape.Yes ah.hahaa..GRAPE!My fav!lucky no mango flavour..haha..Slowly drinking at the backyard.Idk uh..Looks like a backyard.Like one of those big houses that have a backyard..Ah..Like that ah..haha..haha..Just now,we all went to 7-11 which was like soo damn far..haha..Wanted to buy the drinks la..jeff blanje..^^ Ni anak gile..Tak tau simpan duet.haha.jeff..Dont understand rite?haha.Otw back..Cops screened us..hahaha..We talked to the cops..haha..The cops thought jeff was a fierce gangster.haha..lol...KENTAL!ahahaha..Then they say I looked like i was otw to a group study..hahah...Cool!I look nerdy.hahaha.Oh yeah..Claire is gonna go visit her uncle in melbourne.hahahaha...Sian jeff..Sorang la die..hahaha..Alaaaa...For only like 2 days.hahaha..lols...Currently jeff and I still not drunk yet but claire and nicky..Sial uh..They crazy already..hahha...Go take shower tgther...hahaha...With clothes on ah...hahha...CRAZY!hahaha..jeff and I just sitting here talking about life,the good side and the bad side..jeff..I am still shocked sia..You look like a FOOL..but you say all the facts that even make me ponder..Wow..Like you said,I shouldnt say the shoe smells just by looking at it.. -.-
Damn...So sleepy sia...Havent slept properly for 4 days..hahaha...

SYAM!TAK JD NIARI,MAKE SURE JD BESOK!hahaha...

Little miss chinese:You say those sweet words.You make me feel comfortable.Too comfortable.Im like a baby stuck to you.hahaha.Just now when we were waiting for jeff and claire,you said these words to me that sincerely touched me.I was quiet as I didnt know what to say.I was speechless.Literally.Words couldnt come out.Thanks for making my great day a WONDERFUL day.I've never said those 3 words to you.Im sorry.I know you expect me to say them.The time WILL come.Dont worry.So I.........ADORE YOU...hahaks...Same meaning what...


These are the words you said to me and is still stuck in my head,EVERY SINGLE WORD:

I really love you.

You may not have all the looks,the money,the words that all those guys have.

But you have everything I want.

You make me feel happy all those months ago when I was too sad.

You made me cry tears of joy when tears of sadness surface.

You were there for me those dark nights.

You scolded me for the first time just now.

I think back and realised that I was wrong.

I need a guy like you.

To be himself with me.

To scold me when I'm wrong.

Not like those guys who follow what I say.

Kite sayang awak.

Awak tinggalkan kite,kite rembat awak.

MINAH FANATIC!hahahaa....Seriously...the last few sentences tak perlu but I still cant help it but laugh.hahaha..You really make the joker laugh his balls out.hahahaha..Oops...Dah start senget.haha.Nite2.

The mask is what separates me from being normal.