Its like past 3am and im still awake.Cos I just got off the phone with nicky.Yeah.She kinda asked me whether i wanted to be her's..Not directly anyway.She just kinda gave faint signals at the park.So i asked her.And she said yes.Im like kinda giving her a chance to win my heart cos I dont love her currently.But I m scared that people gonna call her the rebound girl for me.I hate to be the cause of anyone's misery.Well.And Im afraid that i WONT fall for her.and that might break her heart.Haish.Well.Ive known her like 5 mths.And she has been quite caring and understanding even though i ignored her TOTALLY during when i was with badd.Well..Im a one girl guy.haha.I was kinda happy when I heard how nicky reacted when I asked her.haha.So cute.yeah.And Im kinda the first guy she said that she had kissed out of a realtionship.Yeah.We kissed.At the park just now.Read my earlier post.Dumb2s.haha.I dont know why but Im feeling really confused.I dont have any feelings for you yet that kiss,it made me feel different.Made me think of you more.I just dont know why I went the 20 when you went in 80.I really dont understand.But sadly...nvm...Tell you that tmrw when we meet for the first time as a couple.Yeah.Im meetg her tmrw.Sending her to her school at sp.Damn far siol.haha.But..I have to try too..Im meeting her at 9 so i have to wake up at 8.LIKE OMG!SO early sia.hahaha.Takpe la..i have to start somewhere..SP kat daerah mane sia?!haha..U!I just got your text sia.GI TDOLA!I know youre gonna read this as soon as i post.GILER NYE POMPAN!hahaha..maen2 jek ehk awak.Takmo giget kite taw besok.Kite mintak ampon.hahaha.And bumblebee,if this blog hurts you even a bit,Im sorry. Oh yeah.Going to interview tmrw.Like finally a callback.Ass wipe.Alaaaaaa.BB tak bleh ikot.-.-.hahaha...Schoolgirl..hahaha..Kk.i have to sleep.Walao.Mus wake up at 8 somemore.Die! Die! ahahaha..And to all: GOOD MORNING!
The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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