Just came back from my skating session cum bikes with kam,mad and farhan..Had a loads of fun.Had fun talking with kam who's been working almost everyday.havent seen him for like how long I also dont know.I missed him.But I couldnt get my mind of what has happened.My life.Haish.Kinda sucks.When I was out there,I didnt think of much.But now that I am at home,BAM!It all comes back to me.Kinda irritating.God I wish there was a delete button in my memory.Each time now when I feel down,those 5 people would enter my mind.And I wouldnt want to disappoint them.But no matter how hard I try,i can't forget you.Haish.Please.Take the shortcut and alleyways thru my mind and get out of it ASAP.I'm sorry to those people that tried to cheer me up and knock some sense in my head.I feel that I have made all your efforts in vain.Guilty conscience.Haish.Im all stressed up rite now.Wanna know how stressed I am?Well.I just bought a pack of cigs at 6pm.Its all finished.Farhan knew that something was up cos I kept puffing away.Thanks for noticing bro.I use to hate you,but now I love you.He asked me so I told him what had happened.He was soo angry.Yeah.But I couldn't help but protect her.Gave all the dumb excuses that even I won't believe it myself.Didnt work.He knew what I was doing.Hee!So it was about 1.30am when we all went home.I skated the whole way back alone.I needed my time alone.hahaha.Sad rite?I know.Hahaha.

Girls rite now just isnt the answer for me.I know this but I cant help myself being swept off my feet.THAT IS MY ONE TRUE WEAKNESS.I fall in love too quickly.Oh and FROGS!hahaha.I know.

*Glued the mask to my face.

Cant take it off now.

HAHAHA!*