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Dated : Friday, January 1, 2010 The masked man wrote, Once again...Im sorry..I should'nt have said what i said...I know that you're angry at me...At ur blog...My name isnt the same...No more"*****".When i saw that,it kicked me just enough for me to realise...I was childish..I shall say no more..I know I am in the wrong...Im not making any reasons to say that i was'nt..Im not that kinda of person..But the word "regretted" hurts me alot..Do you regret meeting me?Cos i dont.You'll always be the person I love no matter what.So one more time,I'm sorry... Fathia..Dun worry about me...Worry about yourself...39.2 dc isnt unusual for me...You just worry about yourself...k?haha...Im easily prone to sickness... Back to normal blogging... Im now at the jetty all alone...Trying to ...This is a place for me to go when I'm all down..I just regretted what i said...I cant beleive how stupid i was...She was just being frank...DAMN IT!!!! Oh and umm...I suddenly started showing symptoms of sickness...Checked my temp.Was 39.2 dc.Vommitted thrice in the past 2 hours..And cant get this splitting headache outta my head.Damn!And I think Im kinda not alone...Been getting this weird fragrant smell..And due to my splitting headache..My vision kinda unable to stay focus..I saw something big and white flying by just now...Maybe that's just my imagination..When I'm this sick and all stressed up,NO OFFENCE TO "THESE" THINGS but i DONT give a FUCK about you!Hurt me for all I care..My late babysitter is watching over me.. To my LATE babysitter:I realli miss you..I cant help but cry each time I think of you...Maybe this is why I 've been stressed up these days...Had a dream bout you like 4 days agoo but only now i remember...Please...Come to me in my dreams...Hug me like you did...I really miss you! I miss your smell..I miss you putting your rough and hairy chin against my hand.I used to hate it...But what i wpuldnt give to have that feeling once again...Come to my dreams..PLEASE!God!This i smy wish!I miss him soo dearly...I cant get my life straightened up...Let him scold me just one last time..Let me kiss him one last time...Jsut yestd I saw a kid with his dad...The kid was sitting at his dad's shoulders....Remember?You did that to me..I still remember even though i was 4 or 5.. So here i am putting an end to this post with tears trickling down my cheeks... And BABY!!I'm SORRY!!!!PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME! The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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