Dated : Tuesday, January 19, 2010


The masked man wrote,

Shit happens!Shit happens!Shit always fucking happens!ARGH!And the best part is...It always happens to me...Kinda sucks...Yeah..The way you say that you dont mind kinda hurts me like a lot..I dont know what is happening to us..I'm like the friendliest guy..(Thats what people say)And why am I so cold and cruel towards you?I know you were in that state yet why did I text you my dear like that?What was I trying to do?What was I trying to accomplish?Haish..Oh yeah..And nicky,I know you're gonna read this..So here i am apologising to you..I have deleted every link i have had with you.Facebook,tagged,msn...EVERYTHING...Even your num...Haish...I have to do this la nicky..Im sorry..Hate me all you want...I just want ONE person to love me once again and ill be okae...I hope you understand...Oh yeah...been c******* with my motor frens which I have neglected for like how long...hahaha...So Ive been reaching home at 5++...Yeah..that means I will inevitably wake up at 7++pm..hahaha..yeah...

To atsilac hairda:I was sitting with my frens when suddenly justin bieber's song was on..Immediately i was in a trance..I started to think of how would it felt to be in your shoes...And I regretted every single thing I did that made you angryor pissed.Damn stressful...And I would definitely texted you the way you did even though it might hurt.I am soo sorry...I feel so guilty..Guess what emy said was true..Guys can't help but feel guilty...Damn..I still love you sia..But the moment I saw your frens talking about H*****,I couldnt help but feel jealous.haish..Well..If you wanna be with him,go ahead.I cant stop you.Its your life.All i can do is hope that you wake up one day realising that I am the one...Well..I'm really sorry.Regrets are filling me every second.Bit by bit.haish...

To emy:Cheer up babe..Shit happens...I know how it feels..Just smile..Oh and put on a "smiling" mask cos you dont wanna let your frens and family see you being sad.I am currently wearing it.So we'll be like the "smiling masks" gang.ahaha..How bout we go to the movies or just hang out one day?maybe that might cheer US up...Who knows?hahaha...And thanks for being a friend..hahaha...Oh yeah...Umm..Niagara falls,scotchtape,Uncle drive slow,criss cross.hahahahahahaa...You know I know you say I tell..hahahaha..

The mask is what separates me from being normal.



The Blogger,

"Nobody will unmask me,for it is prophecised. "