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Dated : Tuesday, January 26, 2010 The masked man wrote, Time : 7.33am Mom woke me up asking me to send lil sis downstairs.I cant be woken up or my mood will turn foul.Haish.Wore a t shirt then send sis downstairs.Then was waiting for her bus to come,these 2 girls kept looking at me.Like WTF you want?!Want me buy you burger king?Irritating.Kept turning around.Bitches!Then was on the way back up when I saw this guy.He was high on drugs.Duhh.Syringe on his side.He was blocking the stairway.So I told him to move.He cursed me a lot of things.I kept quiet.Waited.Then he told me to get the hell away.Cursed my mom.Unlucky for him I was and still am in a foul mood.So I cursed him back.He punched me straight in the face.Ouch!Then I guessed the devil inside me came out.I gave him what he gave me,just more.By the time I realised what I was doing,his lips had already cracked.Haish.Sorry uncle.He was already flat on the ground.Then I remembered what he said about my mom.So I took his syringe.And injected at his left butt.Drug addicts.pfffft.The resvoir is like how many steps away.WTF?!So near.Go there la.I just was so pissed at the fact that what if my sis was in the same situation.What would happen?Well..I guessed if the guy is too high.Bet she would do the same thing.Just with less blood. In this foul mood,I look at everything in a negative way.And the way I am looking at it now,it sucks.Have a useless ****** that has a new family and don't give a shit about me and my siblings,a stressful ****** that is stressed out nowadays and can't stop scolding me,unable to get a fucking job,and plus the situation about HER.Haish.I feel so lonely. Last week,my dad asked my sis along to join them at ecp for a picnic.Then he tells her that its not confirmed yet.So wait for his text.The text didnt came.But saw pics of my dad with his his family at ecp.LIKE WTF?!YOU KOW HOW DISSAPOINTED SHE WAS IN HER FATHER.YOUR HER FUCKING FATHER.YOU DIDNT GIVE ME THE ATTENTION I WANTED.BUT I DONT MIND COS IM ALL HARDENED UP TOWARDS YOUR ACTS.BUT DONT HURT MY SIS LIKE THAT.SO WHAT IF YOU'RE MY FATHER?I DONT GIVE A SHIT!YOU'RE NOT FIT TO BE CALLED A FATHER.GO AND ENTERTAIN YOUR NEW FAMILY.FORGET US.YOU KNOW HOW SAD AND ANGRY I AM RITE NOW.IF YOU WERE HERE RITE NOW,I WOULD GIVE YOU A PIECE OF MY MIND.I KNOW I WILL COME OUT OF THAT CONFRONTATION ALL BLOODIED.BUT AT LEAST THAT MIGHT MAKE YOU NOTICE WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO YOUR DAUGHTER BEFORE SHE HARDENS UP LIKE ME.YOU AND YOUR NEW FAMILY,GO AND FUCK OFF.I HATE YOU.MY FATHER DIED LAST YEAR.WHEN HE RE-MARRIED.THAT WAS WHEN YOUR ACTS TOWARD MY SIBLINGS STARTED.YOU KNOW WHAT?FUCK YOU DADDY!YES.THIS IS YOUR ELDEST SON.I REALLY LOVE YOU BUT I AM TOO ANGRY FOR LOVE TO EXIST.WHATEVER YOU DO TO ME,I DONT CARE.JUST MAKE SURE YOU DONT TREAT MY SIBLINGS THE SAME. The happiest day of my life is the day that I die.That's what I feel now.Haish.Guess I have to use it that soon. *Seaches and finds the thing he is looking for from his cupboard* *Put on his mask* Well.I guess life still have to go on.At least people that don't read my blog won't know how I feel. *Crying underneath the mask that is constantly smiling,HELP ME!* The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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