 My crazy twin Heh...Been chatting with marina a lot.haha.Webcammed with her..hah..She so freaking cute..aha..Yeah...Damn fun.Heh.Made faces and stuff.Haha.Now you convinced I'm more crazier than you?Told ya.Haha.Seriously..She made my boring day shine.Haha.Cos I was so bored at home.Not doing anything much.Hahaha.And I totally got to see her "geram" face...Haha..Its all in the skills.Haha..CUTE!CUTE!I kept saying that sia..Cos she really is..K wait..Marina..Dont overdo it.Hahah.dont action..Haha.And and,Dear marina..You are soo KENTAL!Hahaha..Yeah..LOOSSSEEERR!!with a capital L..A huge one..Haha... Dearly beloved, I don't know what I should do.I am stuck in a position where people would be soo confused and that is what I am.Today,everybody got a taste of how foul I could be.Even my family.Well except Marina cos luckily she was too cute. Maybe it is because of you.Hell MAYBE.I'm seriously not sure.What am I suppose to do? Dear god, I am a lost boy.Help me.Show me the way or at least what I am suppose to do. My anger and the pain in my heart is seriously getting on other people skins. It sure as hell ain't normal.I can't keep going on like this everyday. Give me a relapse.Then take me back into time.I really wish it could happen. You're god,you make things happen.So MAKE IT. Dear kind souls, To all those people that felt I was hard in any way which offended ya, my apologies to you.I was just not myself.Life just isn't working for me. And to those who asked me what happened and you noticed that I was not myself, If I lied,sorry.Natural reaction.If I didn't wanna tell you,I'm sorry. I've been having these bunch of irritating mood swings.God!It is as if I'm having my period.Hah.Well.I'm not sure what i'll say tomorrow but today,I have decided to stand up.Face life the way it needs to be face.Stare fear in the eyes.Laugh when the worst has come.
Guess chatting with you has made me come back,the old me.Thanks marina aka miss kentalz.Haha. To all your glum faces,look out.I'm back to smack those frowns outta your face.The old me is back.Hee.But I'll still wear my mask just in case.Haha. Some how I know who's gonna be tagging me about this post. -_-"
The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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