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 6 years back  Primary school days  Just a kid See how my transformation in life?Yeah..I was sweet and innocent.I was the smart kid.I was the good kid in school.I change when I was in sec 4.Reason is just that even though I may look like I am having the time of my life.In fact I was..Till I went in school.Since kindergarten,I was bullied,basically because I think I was being nice.Too nice I think.Imagine a boy growing up,being the target of bullies,insults and sarcasm.Heh.Thats why that small little boy developed a new image,a new exterior,a new personality...A TOTALLY NEW ME..I am just sick and tired of being the victim.Now I have what I didn't have those years ago,friends,love(not sure... Now I am in love.You told me if you are afraid of that I'll turn out to be those guys in your past.I kept questioning myself "Is it true?Am I like those guys?"Seriously,I questioned myself..Couldn't get the answer.So I asked people(girls) cos girls know about shitty guys than guys.Well...I got the same answer.No.In fact a few said that I'm the guy that's hard to find.The guy that knows how to appreciate girls.The guy that is one of a kind.So why am I not convinced?Well.Maybe I need to hear it from YOUR mouth.We'll see.
The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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