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Dated : Saturday, February 20, 2010 The masked man wrote, Taking a break from the loud melodies.  When I was taking this pic,I was thinking of you ='(  Just came back from Fake Eyelash's Ep launch.I am soo bored so I'm going to tell you what happened from scratch.Haha. Met farhan and thought of playing cs for a while at sk..But went there and the fucking placewas fully booked.So farhan wanted to get his haircut.So yeah.He did.Nice hairdo.For me that is.Then accompanied him to Tampines cos he wanted to buy some studs for his monroe piercings.Yeah.Went to tam.Bought that stuff.Was so hyper.Dont know why.Guess I was just trying to hide my tiredness from everybody.Went back to inter to take a bus to go back as farhan was still not dressed up for the gig.Otw..Saw Marina..YAY!..Haha...I was kinda hoping to see ya.Dont know why.Haha..Anyway..I went over and said hi.Hahha.She looked real shocked sia..But still cute..I dont know how she does that.Hahaha...Then went to farhan's and he got ready.After 20 mins of him getting ready,Went to haziq's.Otw to haziq's,found out loq was following...Ouh emm gee! I was like "Fuck la...Thanks ah..That news just spoiled my whole fucking mood!"So went to haziq's but couldn't enter for Idk what fuck.So me and farhan went to "pondok toilet".There's like 2 mats and 1 minah.Haha..Fierce sia...Nyahaha...They don't know us yet.Let time takes it course..Haha..Hung out there for a while.FOr a moment..Farhan went into the gents.Wanted to pee pee..So I truned on my mp4 to its maximum and I dont know why.I stared at this particular part of the pondok toilet.I cant forget the memories of us there.Yes it hurts and yes I cried.But I held those tears in.Farhan came and was like, "Awww...Why are you crying?". I replied , "Huh?KAROT!I was yawning la you dumbfuck!Tired ah!HAHAHA".SO proceeded back to haziq's and saw fey there..HAziq came outta there with mad..Then we proceeded to 7-11 to meet Loq. -_-".He came and we took the bus.Mad borrowed my mp4 as usual.Haziq ,fey and loq too plugged in their earpieces.So it was just me and farhan chatting.And todae,90% of what I said was in english.haha..Saaap! Hahaha. oh yeah.Back to today.Me and farhan talked about the usual stuff we would talk about.Ben 10,power rangers,pokemon,superheroes.haha.Was fun yaw!Hah.Reached the designated bus stop and had to walk to scape.Haha.Okay la...Not that near but not too far.Haha.When we reached scape,saw Fake Eyelash members.Heh.Greeted all of them.Saw a bunch of other ppl too..GOD girls was just on fire there.And and,I kept looking at this particular one.Check2 adik _ _ _ _ _.Hahah..But she's damn hot yaw.Kinda looks like chines mixed caucasian but is a malay.Shees.Reminds me of a certain bitch.But still,this girl's hotter.Haha,Oh yeah.Saw Zara.She was so cute.I could'nt keep myself away from her.haha.Too adorable.Yeah.So it was 7.30 and the gig started.It was until 10+ when the much awaited Fake eyelash performed.They were the last band.Haha.And I enjoyed every moment of the WHOLE gig.Loud music.My kinda beat.haha.Got fake eyelash's cd.Yeah.And badge.Haha.Anyways,it was about 11pm when we left scape for home.And now here I am tired like I've never felt. To a certain cute someone: Hurry up top up!So we can go crazy!Nyahaha! I still miss you.I still think of you.But what I read at your blog devastated me.You wanted to try something new.But trying that something new means not giving us a chance in the future.That means us will never come again.I want it to.I hope for it to be true every single day.Well.Your mind's made up.Whatever you do,whatever you may be or whatever you may have become,You will always be that certain someone that is embedded in my heart forever no matter what. Goodnite shiny stars.Goodnite glum moon.Goodnite this hurt.Goodnite tears.Goodnite despair. Goodnite Land dwellers. =) REBLOGGED! I said goodnite at 3.30am.Its now 6.ooam.I really couldn't sleep.Something's really bothering me.I know its about someone.But who?!A girl?A guy?An ex?A family member?Something that happened?Argh!I'm seriously cracking my head open.I'm trying to find the source of this uncertainty.Went down to reservoir for a while in an attempt to try and calm myself down and sort shit out.Haish.Doesnt work its wonders like it used to.No matter how much I smile,no matter how big the act is,I still know that I have things to unsettled.Deeds not done.My concious is screaming out in pain and misery that my heart is experiencing but my brain and mind is telling me to just smile.What about my soul?I have no soul.My soul has been lost to her.Without her,as I may have said,I am a zombie.I lost my soul the minute we parted ways.Wait.Maybe it is because of her.Shit!I can't put point my finger exactly cos my mind is saying this,my heart is saying that,my brain is saying these.My eyes feel so heavy yet the minute I close my eyes,I can't seem to sleep.Where the fuck am I going with all these thoughts?Why is this happening to me?What have I done to deserve this?When will this all end?How can I make it end? Stupid things are sometimes done for the smartest of reasons.So if somebody did something stupid cos of a smart reason,is he stupid?And what if somebody did something smart cos of a stupid reason,is he smart?I don't know what to think rite now.My emotions took over me 2 hours ago. I really really need:
Can these few wishes be fufilled?Can it?Is it possible?If it is,then prove it.Please?With chocolate shavings and melted marshmellows on top.Argh Damn!I had to talk about food.Now there's a Fake Eyelash EP launch all over again in my stomach with everybody moshing.Die!Hahaa...
Labels: I am filled with memories like the pitt of abyss.There's always room for more memories of you. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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