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Dated : Sunday, February 14, 2010 The masked man wrote, When I fall down,somebody comes and pick me up.The funny thing is,I'm not expecting you to.Every time I fall,a girl comes by.Its not that I'm not appreciating the helping hand.I do.But every time someone helps me,I feel so great and that is what that will most definitely lead me to another fall.I'm not tired of falling.I'm just tired that the girl helping me up isn't the girl that caused my fall.Sad.I know.Heh.And guys,yes she is pretty.But no I am not stupid.I was.I admit it.I fall in love too easily.Like what my weird twin sis put at her pm on msn, "He's locked to love"(reffering to me).This is my weakness.But I have decided to not let it be my weakness.Heh.Yeah.My apologies to Fatin and Sheila for not accepting your "invite" to vday.Maybe the both of you didn't exactly ask me out but yeah I got what the both of you were hinting.Hey..I'm a guy that read between the letters.Not the lines.Now that I think back of what the both of you said,heh,I feel so guilty.I have been declined so I know how it feels.Yeah.You must have been at home waiting by your phone expecting me to ask you out at last minute.Heh.So sorry my dears.Promise I'll make it up to you two.Hah.I sound like a playboy with two girls.Heh.I know.Seriously.I am just trying to make you two feel good about yourself cos I dont want you two to feel bad about yourself.Like I am now.Haish.Haha.But me falling again will be inevitable.Haish.Guess sacrifice is needed for happiness. People say "Sometimes,all you have to do is wait." People say "Things can only get better." People say "Be patient.It will come due time." People say this,people say that. Personally,I think it is all bullshit.Heh.The girl I thought was my dream girl and still is,had to go not because of hate but studies.Heh.See?How unlucky can a guy get?Well.Ask me and I can list down every single thing that has happned in my life.Heh.A girl I kissed went for another...Heh.Sad sad sad me.Well.All I can do is "smile" cos frowning makes ppl look ugly.Crying is wet and screaming makes your throat coarse.So great day to all. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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