Woke up.Didn't know why.Was full of anger and rage.Saw no one was home.On lappy to find out that internet was giving me fucks.Mom and sis came home.Shortly followed with lil bro.As usual,debated with lil bro.Irritating.Then went down to buy smokes.Otw.Saw a bunch of typical matreps.Kept staring at me.Was a group of 5.One was wearing ping yi shirt while another was damai.I went there and decided to make a fuss.I don't know.I just felt like punching somebody today.But they just said sorry.FUCK FUCK FUCK!Then after buying smokes.Smoked like 2 sticks continuosly.Anger is like flowing through my veins fused with the blod that travels to my head.I swear today is just my negatve day.Everything in my head rite now is negative.Everything that all YOU people have done to me that has hurt me in the past.EVERYTHING.From what my bestie did to what somebody I hate did.So today is basically the day you don't wanna mess with me cos today,if you mess with me,the one that will be messing with you ain't your friend.

Was the dream I had last night that triggered the anger in me that was kept deep down covered with smiles and friendly gestures?I remembered the dream vaguely.Was it what I did or was it what happened?Argh.This guy that is always smiles and happy laughters is not himself today.I'm fuming with anger and filled with hatred.The hate and anger buried deep in me is now surrounding me waiting for a victim to be preyed at.So...To all of you who have done any wrong to me,now is the time for you to feel guilty.Thanks to YOU PEOPLE,this guy is unleashing it on EVERYONE.

The mask is what separates me from being normal.