YES!

I just woke up.I woke up realising there were tears on my cheeks.Checked my pillow to find that its wet.I was confused of what I had dreamt earlier on.Then it struck me.Everything I dreamt,I remembered.Then I regretted remembering.It was everything I did with Miss Adriah Calista.All jumbled into one dream.All those happy days.The words she described me.The words I described her.Sweet texts sent to and fro.Missing each other every second.Jokes we told each other.Pranks we played on each other.Arguements we had.The sweet kisses sent and received.Comfortable hugs presented and accepted.The way we appreciate one another.The way we compliment us.Loud laughters anywhere we go.The time we enjoyed.

It was a dream filled with BOTH happiness and heartache.

Yes I thought I have moved on.I fell for in fact 2 girls.But,it seems I was wrong.Seems my mind and heart don't see eye to eye.

Earlier today,I went to montiq at tam.I bought the black coloured hairband.It has a deep meaning for me.I guess maybe it being on my wrist when I went to sleep triggered deep memories.I keep smelling it.Hoping to smell your perfume on it.Well.Who am I kidding. =(

The mask is what separates me from being normal.