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Dated : Sunday, March 21, 2010 The masked man wrote, I have never felt so normal these past 2 days.Since I have started to text my ex,you know,Miss Braces.I feel so light.But now that this feeling was shortly replaced with the feeling that I dearly want you back.I feel so lonely right now.When we were texting,I constantly look at my phone to see whether you have texted.Each word in your texts would bring me back a few months ago when I proudly called you mine.What we did.Especially when you replied saying you miss me singing to you,I miss that more.I wont and WILL NEVER sing those songs for anybody else but YOU.NOBODY will be able to replace you.They may look like you,talk like you,love me like you did but simply,they are just not you.I seriously now,just want YOU.Even if you came back with a defect,I will still love you like I did,am and ever will.When you called at that night,hearing your voice,tears just started to trickle down my cheeks.I may sound happy and hyper,but it was all just a ploy.I don't know why,but I have a habit of hiding what my emotions truly are.One of my friends saw tears and I just signalled him to shush.Gosh I really miss you.Only you can set me free of this caged hurt.I hope we meet soon.The minute we meet,I am gonna hold your hands no matter what not wanting to let go,hug you tightly like there's no tomorrow and and kissed you like all those yesterday's we were together. Today,I met up with kinn and fey.They came to my house.I was sleeping and they came.haha.I showered while they wait.Yeah.My issues with kinn weren't actually issues.Just plain misunderstandings.So we went to tam.Hung out at there till 7pm.Haha.Talked a lot.Catched up on each other's life's and all that kinda stuffs.Went to montip to buy some hairband.haha.Then the person there kept looking at fey and kinn as if they were gonna steal.Pfttt.I was just observing her body movements.Damn obvious la HELLO!Dumb chinese crackhole!Then went to the jetty with only fey cos kinn had to go home to finish her homework.She always ah.haha.Then slacked at jetty from 8 till 9.30.Waited for mad but he was a no show so we left.Watched soccer.Man-u vs Liverpool.I don't wanna talk about that. =(  Oh and 1 more thing.I think I'm really going to the bisexual way.Seriously,Fey(my gay bestfren) and I,that saturday night,hot guys were everywhere and we were like melting.haha.I dont mind going bi.But I'm not sure if I am going bi or is it my imagination?And FYI,I am not going bi because the kids nowadays think its cool and trendy and all that shit.Its just that now,I don't think kissing a hot guy is disgusting but its not turning me on either.haha.Well.maybe in the future i'll be more sure. And lastly,I just wanna scream but since you can't scream in a blog,I'll just type what I wanna scream in BIG letters. *words deleted* The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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