Today is just not the right day for me..Well..I'm just lost for words.My mind just not thinking right.I feel that people just don't appreciate me for what I am.But what am I to do?What CAN I do?Sometimes,I really wish I could talk to god face to face.So we can really talk.He's god so basically he knows EVERYTHING I am doing,feeling and going thru.It will be like I am talking to myself,just that my other self speaks back.
Just met my uncle.Damn.I really miss him.Since he moved out,I have no one to talk to.He's one of the people that I can comfortably talk to without fear of any kind.We talked and hung out.Had fun.I miss you so much Suf!
I don't know why you replied my text the way that you did.It hurts me soo much.Now I am so freaking confused.My heart was pounding like a motorboat when I read your text.We can't text.We can't communicate.And when I wanna meet you,you tell me that.Like what are you trying to tell me?Just tell me already.I hate guessing games.Haish.I am so down right now but still,I can't hide the fact that I miss you. ='(
The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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