Went to aljunied to meet Kiki.Yeah.She fetched me and she led me to the workplace.Met Fifi.She was skinny but oh so hot.Then met Baha.Damn he's cool and so handsome!The interview started and blablabla.End of interview.Baha and me went for a smoke.Hee.Then went home.Changed and slacked at jetty with the regulars.Then went home.I apologise if this update might sound boring because I have no mood to blog.I had but not now.It all went poof.Reason?
Switched on the com and saw your post on Fb.I really missed you.The minute I saw your post,my heart sank revealing how much I have truly deeply missed you.Then,as usual,my mind and heart gets confused.Questions are popping in my head as fast as the wind blows.
- Do you still feel for me?
- Do you miss me?
- Were you thinking of me?
- Are you trying to hide something from me?
- Why can't you be frank?
These are just the tip of the iceberg.I have way more questions.Argh.The pressure is killing me.I don't think I can sleep...AGAIN!..
Oh yeah.Tomorrow,CHALET!Blablabla.Lazy to type.TON!
On rainy days,I feel no difference.Cos when you went,you took the sun with you.Everyday without you,I sulk in the rain.I shiver quietly desperately needing your hug.My heart felt as if it has just stop working.My legs,they won't start walking.So please,be a dear will ya?Can you please bring back the sun with you next time you come back?I don't need the sun actually.I just need you.
The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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