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Dated : Friday, May 14, 2010 The masked man wrote, Back from my two weeks confinement.Met baby.The minute I saw her,I wanted to cry.I sat a distance away from her.Smoked some cigsto cool myself down.When the tears went away,i went closer.Saw her and hugged her.Acted cool but believe me.If it was just me and her,I would already have broken down.Walked around.Seriously,I was bored out of my wits.If it wasnt my baby and it was one of my exs,ask them what I would do,Id just walk off.But I didnt.Reason is that I miss her alot.I love her.When its time we part our ways,I was sad.Usually I would be sad but just now.I was devastated that I couldn't meet her for another week.Went in the bus and sat at the 2nd level at the most back seat.I cried.Call me a wimp.I know Im just a person with feelings.Typing this post constantly wiping my keyboard of tears trickling from my cheeks,eyes bloodshot red and realising that this love is unlike any other. Wanna know something? Just now,I wanted to count all of my exs.I took me quite some time but I managed to count them all,Then I remembered what every single one of them did to me.Hurt me,used me,lied to me,double timed me,then baby was on my mind.I just imagined what if......she suddenly called me and told me bad news.My heart seriously skipped a beat,I stopped breathing for a while,in devastation and awe.Then I knew how much I love her.Believe me when I tell all of you this.All of you have experienced love.Yes heartbreaks come often.But have you ever felt that you know he/she is gonna be your forever after? Would you give your life in exchange for hers/his? If I tell you that I know then thatll be a bunch of hippo crap.Future can't be predicted.But I know one thing.I AM SURE that I want to spend the rest of my life with her.I AM READY to give my life in exchange for hers.You may say its bullshit.But let me tell you this,if you say this is bullshit and Im just spouting nonsense,then you have never experienced true love.It WILL happen to you.Just the matter of when and where. The worst shall come and I will still be holding your hand. The storm will pour and I'll be keeping you warm. It may be cloudy but I'll make sure its a sunny day. You might fall but you'll fall on me. To my dearest amira: .... I'm speechless.  Simply because I love you just isn't enough. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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