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Dated : Monday, May 24, 2010 The masked man wrote, My dearest lil sis ain,what's going on in your life?I may not be your blood brother but we grew up together.I treat and love you like my own sister.I don't know why you did what you did on fb but it really hurts me.You're now giving me the cold shoulder.Why?When your family was almost giving up on you,I was the one who convinced them that you are gonna change.I heard talks about you getting worse and not schooling anymore.Believe me,I was the most disappointed.Ibu and papa i bet was disappointed too.I'm really worried about you adek.You have become more wilder.The rest may not accept it but I do.That's just you.Everytime when I heard news about you,my heart would keep saying "No.That's bullshit!She's my little sister.People change.She'll change.I know so." Day by day you didn't.I love you adek.My love for you little sis will not change but my confidence for a change in you is deteriorating. I still remember years ago when you were only 5.You and me,we will be together walking everywhere.At genting,we took an amusement ride.You sat next to me.I was scared but you cried as the ride continued.I hugged you,coaxing you.I really wish that we were back then.When you,yan,hudah,me,shafie,wani,mama,papa,ibu were all together happy with smiles.I really missed you adek.Seriously,I do.I miss spending time with you.Being happy. Being disappointed never helps.Being teary never helps.I'm trying my best to still have that glimpse of hope that you'll come back one day as the ain you were. Cute,happy with that cute smile you always have on your fat face. I know she'll never read this since she doesn't have my blog link but somehow,I hope she does. Forever your brother. Rifaie ='((((( The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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