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Dated : Monday, June 14, 2010 The masked man wrote,  Sad  Angry  Frustrated  Hate  Confused What is happenning to me? What is going on? What am I thinking? I don't know what to do.I don't know what to say.I don't know what to think. I guess it was just a jester's act.But why was it a jester's act? I'm terribly confused. I want the world to silence itself so I can think straight. I want to be on the moon,ALONE. The silence,the solitude,the peace. The pain isn't killing me but the confusion is sucking my blood dry. Fuck.My.Life. I'm guilt-tripping. I'm like a ticking bomb, set to explode anytime soon. I took my final bow but why does it feel as if I haven't? I need a ticket in my hand to get away from this all. You have failed me. Is it safe to say that I made a mistake? I'm crossing my fingers hoping, that I won't be falling fast. My mind is now full of crosswords, and i'm trying to figure the words. Cigarettes won't hide the truth. Drugs won't conceal what is wrong. Booze can't mess my head, cos its already messed up. I'm not myself. I'm not me. I'm not what I want to be. Guess I have to do this.  I'm sorry. The world is just not my place. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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