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Dated : Thursday, July 29, 2010 The masked man wrote,    These few days,I have been going to work and back,like a lifeless zombie.I don't know what to do,what I want to do or what I am doing.I seem to always fall slowly into a deep stare thinking and reminiscing of the past.I purposely take the long way to work so that I can switch my mp4 to max and just ponder,sitting quietly in the bus/train just going through a pile of hurt called memories.Just now when I was on my way home from work,I didn't know why but I felt like taking 72 back home.It was a longer journey home but there's this urge.So I boarded that bus.Sitting in the bus,musics on loud and my head leaning against the window,I fall alseep.When I woke up,I regretted taking that bus.The bus was in an area where somewhat most of my dreamy memories took place.It was at hougang.Yes.I looked at the interchange and suddenly my mind was like a tape recorder on replay.I saw US holding hands laughing while waiting for a bus.I was joking about this ITE guy.Then everything was on replay.I remembered when we were at sengkang interchange,there was this indian lady and she was on the phone.She walked past us and suddenly shouted "AMA!".I was holding my laughter as hard as I can.Then I just laughed like hell.You were pinching me trying not to laugh.Then I did a mimicry.You laughed too.I sent you to school after that.On the way to school,we couldn't stop laughing about that incident.Well,now I know why I suddenly felt like taking 72.Guess it was so that I remember those good old days that I want back so dearly.But in the process bringing back a familiar pain that I thought was long gone.Long forgotten.I don't know what I will do in the future and what it holds for me or us.But I hope that I will get my second chance.Anyway,from next week onwards,I'll be staying in at camp.Yeah.It sucks.I know.Get to go home only on weekends only.Can't celebrate Hari Raya or my birthday for that matter. Labels: The days just don't seem to get any brighter. The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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