I hate it when I trust someone and that someone doesn't trusts me anymore.Fuck! You think I'm playing around behind your back? Suit yourself. And that extra motherfucker should just fuck off. Mind your fucking business! It truly hurts me to know that YOU out of all the people would think that I would do such a thing! But it pisses me MORE than I ever thought it would. If you wanna know,I stopped contacting with a number of girls because I wanna start being loyal to you,faithful as ever.That was 5 mths ago. All that effort,all that sacrifice and now you giving me this crap.Seriously,FUCK YOU! Its been a while Ive cried this much. Not tears of sadness,well,some of it is. But most of it are tears of anger.Feeling betrayed that I trusted you soo much and yet you dont trust me at all.Having doubts in me.What made you think that I would.....ARGH! Gosh if you were someone else you would be hearing my full vocabulary of hurt calls or curses! Like whatever alright.Think what you want.Do what you deem fit.
PS: I still love you,but,but,but FUCK YOU!
The mask is what separates me from being normal.
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